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		<title>By: Gary</title>
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		<dc:creator>Gary</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Fri, 26 Feb 2010 13:39:21 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>Raven,

Re: your 1/26 comments

I'm not sure why you consider my arguing with my teacher "stupid".  I admitted I basically lost it with him in front of my class.  I was only 15 after all.  The way I see it, anything you do that leads to wisdom can't be stupid.

I'm not sure, reading your comments to me and others, where you're coming from.  It's probably true that most atheists know the Bible better than most Christians. Logically, you have to understand an idea before you can reject it; it's much easier to never think about it and just pray merrily along.

I think many people have misconceptions about why atheists abandon religion.  I didn't change because I had some kind of agenda.  I simply realized I didn't buy it.  That's it.  Angels, demons, waking on water, etc.?  Ridiculous ideas.  Nonsense.  That's all.  I just don't buy it.

Gary</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Raven,</p>
<p>Re: your 1/26 comments</p>
<p>I&#8217;m not sure why you consider my arguing with my teacher &#8220;stupid&#8221;.  I admitted I basically lost it with him in front of my class.  I was only 15 after all.  The way I see it, anything you do that leads to wisdom can&#8217;t be stupid.</p>
<p>I&#8217;m not sure, reading your comments to me and others, where you&#8217;re coming from.  It&#8217;s probably true that most atheists know the Bible better than most Christians. Logically, you have to understand an idea before you can reject it; it&#8217;s much easier to never think about it and just pray merrily along.</p>
<p>I think many people have misconceptions about why atheists abandon religion.  I didn&#8217;t change because I had some kind of agenda.  I simply realized I didn&#8217;t buy it.  That&#8217;s it.  Angels, demons, waking on water, etc.?  Ridiculous ideas.  Nonsense.  That&#8217;s all.  I just don&#8217;t buy it.</p>
<p>Gary</p>
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		<title>By: Raven</title>
		<link>http://normalbobsmith.com/latestupdates/2010/01/13/almost-not-believing-your-moments-of-deconversion/#comment-786</link>
		<dc:creator>Raven</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Tue, 26 Jan 2010 13:32:54 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>Gary: I'm glad you're an atheist, but arguing with your teacher was stupid.  I always find it amazing that atheists and Pagans/Earth/witches/etc. almost always have more knowledge of &lt;i&gt;Holy Bible&lt;/i&gt; then Christians, and even when the Christians do have immense knowledge of it, the atheists they discuss it with then tend to have more knowledge on related history and things like that.  Christianity has nothing to do with "being good".  God doesn't care, even though in many places it will talk about what the "rules" are for being good (one example: don't have a menstrual cycle), it's ultimately irrelevant because the belief of The Christian Religion(TM) is that you ask Jesus to "forgive you" and go to heaven.  The only relevant question in this debate is, "What if you have never heard of anything called 'Jesus' and/or 'God'?  Usually I can't get a straight answer for that one,  but that is the only reasonable opposition that can be used in this argument.  What SHOULD be done is irrelevant, because in religions with "rules", there is only what IS the rule.  Your teacher was correct.   He didn't write the book, others did.  Well, technically, there is no book, but that's more history.</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Gary: I&#8217;m glad you&#8217;re an atheist, but arguing with your teacher was stupid.  I always find it amazing that atheists and Pagans/Earth/witches/etc. almost always have more knowledge of <i>Holy Bible</i> then Christians, and even when the Christians do have immense knowledge of it, the atheists they discuss it with then tend to have more knowledge on related history and things like that.  Christianity has nothing to do with &#8220;being good&#8221;.  God doesn&#8217;t care, even though in many places it will talk about what the &#8220;rules&#8221; are for being good (one example: don&#8217;t have a menstrual cycle), it&#8217;s ultimately irrelevant because the belief of The Christian Religion(TM) is that you ask Jesus to &#8220;forgive you&#8221; and go to heaven.  The only relevant question in this debate is, &#8220;What if you have never heard of anything called &#8216;Jesus&#8217; and/or &#8216;God&#8217;?  Usually I can&#8217;t get a straight answer for that one,  but that is the only reasonable opposition that can be used in this argument.  What SHOULD be done is irrelevant, because in religions with &#8220;rules&#8221;, there is only what IS the rule.  Your teacher was correct.   He didn&#8217;t write the book, others did.  Well, technically, there is no book, but that&#8217;s more history.</p>
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		<title>By: Raven</title>
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		<dc:creator>Raven</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Tue, 26 Jan 2010 13:26:31 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>So how do i contact Lauren?  Because she's got some things written there that are pretty damn wrong and/or easy to answer.  For instance: Jesus' message was of love.  Completely wrong, if you ever read &lt;i&gt;Holy Bible&lt;/i&gt;.  There is of course no definitive proof that there is no kind of universal consciousness pervading the universe, but there is proof that if there is one, Yahweh isn't it.  And then all that "despair" crap...   god they breed them good, don't they?  Okay that is not an insult to Lauren, it's an insult to how horribly mindfucked these churches make these people.  Anyway her whole theory on "it doesn't matter" has one seriously major flaw..   it doesn't matter IF you believe in Christian church propaganda, because if Magic Jesus makes everyone Good as long as they say, "Oh Please Magical Jesus Make Me Good (without, of course, changing my personality in any way)," then what you do in life does not matter at all...   after all you can do whatever the fuck you want, and still be 'rewarded' as long as you ask for it, and since Earth isn't the 'real' place for you to be, what happens on Earth (such as homelessness) also doesn't matter. 

Of course, if I were talking to Lauren, my writings would be worded much differently, and not sarcastic/etc.  I have lots of experience in talking to (reasonable, decent) Christians.  I can get them to consider new points in their religion to relate to situations, either as to why the religion is stupid if they are willing to believe this, or to why they should be more happy or take a good action from a standpoint that will appeal to those who would never give up their religion.  In other words, I would say all the same things I just said above, but I wouldn't sound like this.</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>So how do i contact Lauren?  Because she&#8217;s got some things written there that are pretty damn wrong and/or easy to answer.  For instance: Jesus&#8217; message was of love.  Completely wrong, if you ever read <i>Holy Bible</i>.  There is of course no definitive proof that there is no kind of universal consciousness pervading the universe, but there is proof that if there is one, Yahweh isn&#8217;t it.  And then all that &#8220;despair&#8221; crap&#8230;   god they breed them good, don&#8217;t they?  Okay that is not an insult to Lauren, it&#8217;s an insult to how horribly mindfucked these churches make these people.  Anyway her whole theory on &#8220;it doesn&#8217;t matter&#8221; has one seriously major flaw..   it doesn&#8217;t matter IF you believe in Christian church propaganda, because if Magic Jesus makes everyone Good as long as they say, &#8220;Oh Please Magical Jesus Make Me Good (without, of course, changing my personality in any way),&#8221; then what you do in life does not matter at all&#8230;   after all you can do whatever the fuck you want, and still be &#8216;rewarded&#8217; as long as you ask for it, and since Earth isn&#8217;t the &#8216;real&#8217; place for you to be, what happens on Earth (such as homelessness) also doesn&#8217;t matter. </p>
<p>Of course, if I were talking to Lauren, my writings would be worded much differently, and not sarcastic/etc.  I have lots of experience in talking to (reasonable, decent) Christians.  I can get them to consider new points in their religion to relate to situations, either as to why the religion is stupid if they are willing to believe this, or to why they should be more happy or take a good action from a standpoint that will appeal to those who would never give up their religion.  In other words, I would say all the same things I just said above, but I wouldn&#8217;t sound like this.</p>
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		<title>By: Joe DeBarr</title>
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		<dc:creator>Joe DeBarr</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Sat, 23 Jan 2010 02:17:24 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>Bob,
    My 'lightbulb' moment came when I was about 14.  I was one of those kids that would just piss off ministers and their assistants with all my questions.  Much of what was preached at church just did not make any sense when weighed against what actually happens in life, and I would try and get clarification....Usually the minister would just say something like "We were not meant to know" or some other load of crap.
   One day, out of frustration, an assistant at the church said..."Why don't you just read the bible, then it will all be clear for you".  Even though I felt put off, i actually did pick up a bible and started reading it.  Half way through Exodus, I came to the conclusion, that if there is a god, it is not the one mentioned in the bible, and if it is, I could never support such a horrible god.
    After I finished the bible, I remember praying to god and saying that since I have no idea what to beleive after reading that book, I will leave it up to him to let me know if he has any rules or anything he needs me to do.  I am 41 now and god has been absolutely silent for all these years.  At age 30 i had come to the following conclusions, as far as I am concerned, there would be only 3 reasons why i never heard back from god.
1. (The most likely), god does not exist.
2. That god wants me to go to hell so he is not going to help me. (The most unlikely, cause most religious texts mention that god wants you to go to heaven) 
3. That god has nothing for me to do or be in order to get to heaven, so therefore he need not respond.
    I took the most logical selection and have never looked back except once.  I recently lost my Mother to cancer.  She was a very special friend in my life and I felt incredibly lost after her death.  Not sure why, but for a week after her death, I kept expecting her to come to me in a vision, or as a ghost, or something..... I am not sure why I thought that this would even be possible, but it was there.  I have since gotten over it, and in fact my "nonbelief" is stronger than ever.  I feel that if mom knew there was a heaven and that there was something that i needed to do or be in order to get there, she would go through heaven and hell to let me know.
    It is strange to slip back into delusion after so many years of truth.</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Bob,<br />
    My &#8216;lightbulb&#8217; moment came when I was about 14.  I was one of those kids that would just piss off ministers and their assistants with all my questions.  Much of what was preached at church just did not make any sense when weighed against what actually happens in life, and I would try and get clarification&#8230;.Usually the minister would just say something like &#8220;We were not meant to know&#8221; or some other load of crap.<br />
   One day, out of frustration, an assistant at the church said&#8230;&#8221;Why don&#8217;t you just read the bible, then it will all be clear for you&#8221;.  Even though I felt put off, i actually did pick up a bible and started reading it.  Half way through Exodus, I came to the conclusion, that if there is a god, it is not the one mentioned in the bible, and if it is, I could never support such a horrible god.<br />
    After I finished the bible, I remember praying to god and saying that since I have no idea what to beleive after reading that book, I will leave it up to him to let me know if he has any rules or anything he needs me to do.  I am 41 now and god has been absolutely silent for all these years.  At age 30 i had come to the following conclusions, as far as I am concerned, there would be only 3 reasons why i never heard back from god.<br />
1. (The most likely), god does not exist.<br />
2. That god wants me to go to hell so he is not going to help me. (The most unlikely, cause most religious texts mention that god wants you to go to heaven)<br />
3. That god has nothing for me to do or be in order to get to heaven, so therefore he need not respond.<br />
    I took the most logical selection and have never looked back except once.  I recently lost my Mother to cancer.  She was a very special friend in my life and I felt incredibly lost after her death.  Not sure why, but for a week after her death, I kept expecting her to come to me in a vision, or as a ghost, or something&#8230;.. I am not sure why I thought that this would even be possible, but it was there.  I have since gotten over it, and in fact my &#8220;nonbelief&#8221; is stronger than ever.  I feel that if mom knew there was a heaven and that there was something that i needed to do or be in order to get there, she would go through heaven and hell to let me know.<br />
    It is strange to slip back into delusion after so many years of truth.</p>
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		<title>By: Hant</title>
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		<dc:creator>Hant</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Mon, 18 Jan 2010 16:26:27 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>My "moment"... I think it was when I was 11 or 12, one day I realized there can't be Satan because I already denied the existance of Judeo-Christian God. So no Judeo-Christian Devil either. Man I can remember how depressed I became and started to look for Devil just to be sure if I had been wrong after all. But every "Satanas" I found was fake. 
It really "stops" you when you realize that something you were believing (well, I was just a kid at least) isn't real, and I think the "worst" way is to find it out by yourself, the good side is that no one else takes credit from "opening one's eye", haha.
Tho I have a bad habit; sometimes I tend to be a real dreamer. There are moments when I believe in something greater than any human being, and that's nature, the eart. :-) Right here are all gods I'm ever going to need, even thought they really aren't real, but the feeling of being close to nature and the nature itself is real. 
I still enjoy demonology and the myth of Devil (But I tend to get mad if someone messes up Lucifer and Satan, don't mix roman mythology with christianity anymore people!) nowadays just for fun, like comics and fantasy books. Human mind is a wonderful thing when it comes down to fiction and stories in general.
(Sorry the typo-english, still learning the language!)</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>My &#8220;moment&#8221;&#8230; I think it was when I was 11 or 12, one day I realized there can&#8217;t be Satan because I already denied the existance of Judeo-Christian God. So no Judeo-Christian Devil either. Man I can remember how depressed I became and started to look for Devil just to be sure if I had been wrong after all. But every &#8220;Satanas&#8221; I found was fake.<br />
It really &#8220;stops&#8221; you when you realize that something you were believing (well, I was just a kid at least) isn&#8217;t real, and I think the &#8220;worst&#8221; way is to find it out by yourself, the good side is that no one else takes credit from &#8220;opening one&#8217;s eye&#8221;, haha.<br />
Tho I have a bad habit; sometimes I tend to be a real dreamer. There are moments when I believe in something greater than any human being, and that&#8217;s nature, the eart. :-) Right here are all gods I&#8217;m ever going to need, even thought they really aren&#8217;t real, but the feeling of being close to nature and the nature itself is real.<br />
I still enjoy demonology and the myth of Devil (But I tend to get mad if someone messes up Lucifer and Satan, don&#8217;t mix roman mythology with christianity anymore people!) nowadays just for fun, like comics and fantasy books. Human mind is a wonderful thing when it comes down to fiction and stories in general.<br />
(Sorry the typo-english, still learning the language!)</p>
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		<title>By: Steven Bently</title>
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		<dc:creator>Steven Bently</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Sun, 17 Jan 2010 21:24:34 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>Well, I lived to be around sixty years old, and following the American Dream, going to school for 12 years getting married and working 40 plus hours at the old grind making house and car payments just mimicking what every other good ole American worker does, not questioning why we are doing the things we do.

Then I finally got to retire and had some time on my hands and people I would meet on the street would ask what are you doing these days? And I said nothing, I'm retired and they would say,  "That's nice!" and then they would ask, 'Which church do I go to?" So I started asking myself, "Why do people care about which church I attend?" And then I ask myself, "How come so many Americans are so acclimated and adamant about religion and beliefs?  And then I got to wondering about just how did Christianity and the Bible and religious beliefs get started in America?   

I got to thinking to myself, just how did all those idiotic religious beliefs get over here and arrive on to this non-Christian land?  It hit me!!!  It was a white man named Christopher Columbus, whom brought with him a Bible to protect him and his crew from evil spirits and demons and to save him and his ship from falling off the edge of the earth because it was well known knowledge that anyone leaving the sight of land on a ship was sure disaster and a death sentence for the ship and her crew, because they would be falling off the edge of the flat earth and into hell for eternity.

Then I got to thinking that was around 1492, the year that Columbus discovered America, just 518 years ago, it took 1492 A.D. years before anyone was brave enough to leave the sight of land for fear of falling off the face of the flat earth? 

So I got to thinking, "What else did people not know just a few hundred years ago?"

They thought that diseases were caused by demons and evil spirits and witch spells.

We now know with the invention of the microscope and medical discovery, that diseases are caused by bacteria, germs, microbes, and man made chemicals and from the radiation from the Sun.

We now know that rainbows are caused by the Suns reflection of water molecules, and not by a god's promise to not flood the earth.

We now know that Islands in the pacific and other oceans are caused by millions of years of volcanic action rising out of the seas and growing everyday and not that the earth is just 6 thousand years old.

We now know with the invention of the telescope, that there exists over 125 billion other galaxies similar to our own that most likely hosts life just as this galaxy does.

So with just that little bit of factual knowledge led me to realize that the people who wrote the Bible had very little knowledge of the earth and it's surroundings and were just guessing about how we all got here and that we each have a specific purpose to serve and worship some imaginary god, otherwise we will be punished according to our works and our own individual beliefs.

What kind of god that can create the whole entire universe in just 6 days would want, need, or desire worship or praise from his own creation?

A weak man made god, that's the kind of god that would want such nonsense.

If I were a god, my main concern would be to keep the planets and the moons and the solar system in good working order, rather than trying to keep up with what a planet or planets with billions of people on them thinks or believe in their puny little minds.

And so the white man used the Bible to justify the killing and taking the Indians land because they were considered heathen infidels because they did not believe in Jesus.

But the Indians were not heathen infidels, they were "Human Beings" just like the rest of us, doing what regular human beings do.

Claiming to be a Christian is a "Bad Thing", it's looked upon as good, but Christianity and it's past has been swept and clouded under the rug of history.</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Well, I lived to be around sixty years old, and following the American Dream, going to school for 12 years getting married and working 40 plus hours at the old grind making house and car payments just mimicking what every other good ole American worker does, not questioning why we are doing the things we do.</p>
<p>Then I finally got to retire and had some time on my hands and people I would meet on the street would ask what are you doing these days? And I said nothing, I&#8217;m retired and they would say,  &#8220;That&#8217;s nice!&#8221; and then they would ask, &#8216;Which church do I go to?&#8221; So I started asking myself, &#8220;Why do people care about which church I attend?&#8221; And then I ask myself, &#8220;How come so many Americans are so acclimated and adamant about religion and beliefs?  And then I got to wondering about just how did Christianity and the Bible and religious beliefs get started in America?   </p>
<p>I got to thinking to myself, just how did all those idiotic religious beliefs get over here and arrive on to this non-Christian land?  It hit me!!!  It was a white man named Christopher Columbus, whom brought with him a Bible to protect him and his crew from evil spirits and demons and to save him and his ship from falling off the edge of the earth because it was well known knowledge that anyone leaving the sight of land on a ship was sure disaster and a death sentence for the ship and her crew, because they would be falling off the edge of the flat earth and into hell for eternity.</p>
<p>Then I got to thinking that was around 1492, the year that Columbus discovered America, just 518 years ago, it took 1492 A.D. years before anyone was brave enough to leave the sight of land for fear of falling off the face of the flat earth? </p>
<p>So I got to thinking, &#8220;What else did people not know just a few hundred years ago?&#8221;</p>
<p>They thought that diseases were caused by demons and evil spirits and witch spells.</p>
<p>We now know with the invention of the microscope and medical discovery, that diseases are caused by bacteria, germs, microbes, and man made chemicals and from the radiation from the Sun.</p>
<p>We now know that rainbows are caused by the Suns reflection of water molecules, and not by a god&#8217;s promise to not flood the earth.</p>
<p>We now know that Islands in the pacific and other oceans are caused by millions of years of volcanic action rising out of the seas and growing everyday and not that the earth is just 6 thousand years old.</p>
<p>We now know with the invention of the telescope, that there exists over 125 billion other galaxies similar to our own that most likely hosts life just as this galaxy does.</p>
<p>So with just that little bit of factual knowledge led me to realize that the people who wrote the Bible had very little knowledge of the earth and it&#8217;s surroundings and were just guessing about how we all got here and that we each have a specific purpose to serve and worship some imaginary god, otherwise we will be punished according to our works and our own individual beliefs.</p>
<p>What kind of god that can create the whole entire universe in just 6 days would want, need, or desire worship or praise from his own creation?</p>
<p>A weak man made god, that&#8217;s the kind of god that would want such nonsense.</p>
<p>If I were a god, my main concern would be to keep the planets and the moons and the solar system in good working order, rather than trying to keep up with what a planet or planets with billions of people on them thinks or believe in their puny little minds.</p>
<p>And so the white man used the Bible to justify the killing and taking the Indians land because they were considered heathen infidels because they did not believe in Jesus.</p>
<p>But the Indians were not heathen infidels, they were &#8220;Human Beings&#8221; just like the rest of us, doing what regular human beings do.</p>
<p>Claiming to be a Christian is a &#8220;Bad Thing&#8221;, it&#8217;s looked upon as good, but Christianity and it&#8217;s past has been swept and clouded under the rug of history.</p>
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		<title>By: Apostate Lois</title>
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		<dc:creator>Apostate Lois</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Sun, 17 Jan 2010 21:14:45 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>I don't remember a single "lightbulb moment," more like a gradual understanding that my religion was not all that I had thought it was, and that my beliefs were just plain ridiculous. It wasn't until I got access to the Internet that I really began to question Christianity. The Internet exposes one to a LOT more information and people than one would normally find in real life. I suppose it was inevitable that I would encounter people who were pagans, Wiccans, Hindus, and other religions (and atheists), and it was then that I learned that these people were not much different than me. I know it sounds silly, but I had grown up believing that all non-Christians were going to hell for worshiping the devil, so it was a bit of an eye-opener to talk to them and realize that they were...well, pretty ordinary, and they didn't worship Satan and weren't evil. 

So then I began thinking of other aspects of Christianity and wondering what else might not be true.  Instead of ignoring what atheists had to say, I paid attention, and to my surprise, they made a lot of sense. Biblical stories that I had been taught were literal history turned out to be allegory and myth. Commands that I had been told were the irrefutable word of God turned out to have no relevance in today's world. Most astounding was the realization that the entire story of Jesus, from his conception to his resurrection, was based on ancient myths going back many thousands of years, all the way to the Egyptians! Eventually, I stopped going to church, praying, and worrying about what God thought.  Either there is no God, or he isn't paying attention to human beings--and a god who doesn't care looks exactly the same as a god who doesn't exist.

As for an afterlife--well, if there is one, nobody knows what form it will take. How do we know the Buddhists and Hindus aren't correct, and you get reincarnated over and over? Whatever happens, nobody seems to have a clue, and that tells me that it's not that important. Do the best you can to be a good person, take advantage of the opportunities that come your way, and be excellent to other people. Live this life NOW, and whatever happens after you die, will take care of itself. I don't remember existing before I was born, so it will be no big deal if I don't exist when I die.</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I don&#8217;t remember a single &#8220;lightbulb moment,&#8221; more like a gradual understanding that my religion was not all that I had thought it was, and that my beliefs were just plain ridiculous. It wasn&#8217;t until I got access to the Internet that I really began to question Christianity. The Internet exposes one to a LOT more information and people than one would normally find in real life. I suppose it was inevitable that I would encounter people who were pagans, Wiccans, Hindus, and other religions (and atheists), and it was then that I learned that these people were not much different than me. I know it sounds silly, but I had grown up believing that all non-Christians were going to hell for worshiping the devil, so it was a bit of an eye-opener to talk to them and realize that they were&#8230;well, pretty ordinary, and they didn&#8217;t worship Satan and weren&#8217;t evil. </p>
<p>So then I began thinking of other aspects of Christianity and wondering what else might not be true.  Instead of ignoring what atheists had to say, I paid attention, and to my surprise, they made a lot of sense. Biblical stories that I had been taught were literal history turned out to be allegory and myth. Commands that I had been told were the irrefutable word of God turned out to have no relevance in today&#8217;s world. Most astounding was the realization that the entire story of Jesus, from his conception to his resurrection, was based on ancient myths going back many thousands of years, all the way to the Egyptians! Eventually, I stopped going to church, praying, and worrying about what God thought.  Either there is no God, or he isn&#8217;t paying attention to human beings&#8211;and a god who doesn&#8217;t care looks exactly the same as a god who doesn&#8217;t exist.</p>
<p>As for an afterlife&#8211;well, if there is one, nobody knows what form it will take. How do we know the Buddhists and Hindus aren&#8217;t correct, and you get reincarnated over and over? Whatever happens, nobody seems to have a clue, and that tells me that it&#8217;s not that important. Do the best you can to be a good person, take advantage of the opportunities that come your way, and be excellent to other people. Live this life NOW, and whatever happens after you die, will take care of itself. I don&#8217;t remember existing before I was born, so it will be no big deal if I don&#8217;t exist when I die.</p>
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		<title>By: Hellbound Alleee</title>
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		<dc:creator>Hellbound Alleee</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Sun, 17 Jan 2010 15:24:12 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>Everybody who deconverts from Christianity has a "so life is meaningless now, right?" moment. These flashes came to me for about 2-3 years. It's like, "whoah, so what's holding the earth up in the sky then?"

Just remember: it's a gift. Because before now, as part of the religion, nobody ever encouraged anyone to even think about things like "what is meaning" or "what's my purpose" that didn't have a pat answer in the index of a Moody book in the church library. They want you to think that outside of God belief, there are no questions like that, and everybody lives for material possessions and debauchery.

But, HAH! What they don't tell you is that all these thousands of years while Judaism and Christianity existed, there lived millions and millions of people OUTSIDE of those faiths! Swear to "Bob!" In fact, outside of those faiths there were and are living, breathing thinkers and philosophers and even scientists who had great answers--or even more questions in response to those questions. 

There's this mystical place in the world, far, far east of here, where they never did Jesus, where questions like "without God, isn't life meaningless?" are seen as Bar jokes. Or met with blank stares. Or answered with paradoxical questions, or challenges. "The answer is 'to live.'" That seems like a head-scratcher, until you figure out it can be taken seriously.</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Everybody who deconverts from Christianity has a &#8220;so life is meaningless now, right?&#8221; moment. These flashes came to me for about 2-3 years. It&#8217;s like, &#8220;whoah, so what&#8217;s holding the earth up in the sky then?&#8221;</p>
<p>Just remember: it&#8217;s a gift. Because before now, as part of the religion, nobody ever encouraged anyone to even think about things like &#8220;what is meaning&#8221; or &#8220;what&#8217;s my purpose&#8221; that didn&#8217;t have a pat answer in the index of a Moody book in the church library. They want you to think that outside of God belief, there are no questions like that, and everybody lives for material possessions and debauchery.</p>
<p>But, HAH! What they don&#8217;t tell you is that all these thousands of years while Judaism and Christianity existed, there lived millions and millions of people OUTSIDE of those faiths! Swear to &#8220;Bob!&#8221; In fact, outside of those faiths there were and are living, breathing thinkers and philosophers and even scientists who had great answers&#8211;or even more questions in response to those questions. </p>
<p>There&#8217;s this mystical place in the world, far, far east of here, where they never did Jesus, where questions like &#8220;without God, isn&#8217;t life meaningless?&#8221; are seen as Bar jokes. Or met with blank stares. Or answered with paradoxical questions, or challenges. &#8220;The answer is &#8216;to live.&#8217;&#8221; That seems like a head-scratcher, until you figure out it can be taken seriously.</p>
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		<title>By: Atheist Named Jeff</title>
		<link>http://normalbobsmith.com/latestupdates/2010/01/13/almost-not-believing-your-moments-of-deconversion/#comment-759</link>
		<dc:creator>Atheist Named Jeff</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Fri, 15 Jan 2010 23:44:15 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>&lt;blockquote&gt;If there is no God, no heaven or hell, no redemption or damnation, then what happens when I die? Is it just eternal dark nothingness? I have been living in that mentality and it is depressing.&lt;/blockquote&gt;

I always thought living 'forever' was a depressing thought. Just like it's described in a &lt;a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Death_Wish_%28Voyager_Episode%29#Plot" rel="nofollow"&gt;Star Trek: Voyager&lt;/a&gt; episode. I mean, imagine knowing that you must always be conscious and exist - there's no way to end it. You can be everything, do everything, observe every atom in the universe... and there's still time left over.

Creepy.

&lt;blockquote&gt;I have come to the conclusion that rejecting God for me is not an option because, well to be honest I can’t really deal with the idea of rejecting God any better than the idea of believing in God.&lt;/blockquote&gt;

Do neither. "Rejecting" God implies that you're willing yourself to actively &lt;em&gt;do&lt;/em&gt; something about God or that you're making an active judgement on "which team to play for". Treat God the same way you treat the tooth fairy, leprechauns, gnomes, elves, goblins, and Harry Potter - a book character. The Bible is a collection of allegorical fiction - old fiction, for sure - but still fiction.

Do you really think that &lt;a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=17jymDn0W6U" rel="nofollow"&gt;all of this&lt;/a&gt; is really just for us, and we're "special considerations" of a creator that is monitoring each and every one of us 24/7? My human ego, pride and hubris wants to say yes, but a simple observation of scale would clearly suggest no.

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Best of luck to Lauren - she reminds me of myself towards the end of high school. It's a short jump from "I'm not really digging the Jesus thing" to "Life makes a lot more sense when I'm not trying to shoehorn explanations into things where the explanation clearly doesn't fit."

You said all the right things Bob in your response Bob - I have the same viewpoint! Life is short - live it up.</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<blockquote><p>If there is no God, no heaven or hell, no redemption or damnation, then what happens when I die? Is it just eternal dark nothingness? I have been living in that mentality and it is depressing.</p></blockquote>
<p>I always thought living &#8216;forever&#8217; was a depressing thought. Just like it&#8217;s described in a <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Death_Wish_%28Voyager_Episode%29#Plot" rel="nofollow">Star Trek: Voyager</a> episode. I mean, imagine knowing that you must always be conscious and exist - there&#8217;s no way to end it. You can be everything, do everything, observe every atom in the universe&#8230; and there&#8217;s still time left over.</p>
<p>Creepy.</p>
<blockquote><p>I have come to the conclusion that rejecting God for me is not an option because, well to be honest I can’t really deal with the idea of rejecting God any better than the idea of believing in God.</p></blockquote>
<p>Do neither. &#8220;Rejecting&#8221; God implies that you&#8217;re willing yourself to actively <em>do</em> something about God or that you&#8217;re making an active judgement on &#8220;which team to play for&#8221;. Treat God the same way you treat the tooth fairy, leprechauns, gnomes, elves, goblins, and Harry Potter - a book character. The Bible is a collection of allegorical fiction - old fiction, for sure - but still fiction.</p>
<p>Do you really think that <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=17jymDn0W6U" rel="nofollow">all of this</a> is really just for us, and we&#8217;re &#8220;special considerations&#8221; of a creator that is monitoring each and every one of us 24/7? My human ego, pride and hubris wants to say yes, but a simple observation of scale would clearly suggest no.</p>
<p>&#8212;</p>
<p>Best of luck to Lauren - she reminds me of myself towards the end of high school. It&#8217;s a short jump from &#8220;I&#8217;m not really digging the Jesus thing&#8221; to &#8220;Life makes a lot more sense when I&#8217;m not trying to shoehorn explanations into things where the explanation clearly doesn&#8217;t fit.&#8221;</p>
<p>You said all the right things Bob in your response Bob - I have the same viewpoint! Life is short - live it up.</p>
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		<title>By: Julius</title>
		<link>http://normalbobsmith.com/latestupdates/2010/01/13/almost-not-believing-your-moments-of-deconversion/#comment-758</link>
		<dc:creator>Julius</dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Fri, 15 Jan 2010 17:58:35 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description>My moment occurred while sitting in a computer lab having another one of those 'wondering about the universe' thoughts that lead to my fingers typing into the search engine, for the first time, looking for people who thought as I did.  Until that moment, I'd always thought Christianity was a fraud but for some reason thought that 'atheist' was too harsh a term to describe myself.  That is, until my internet search found American Atheists and I finally realized I wasn't alone.  That website has a great collection brilliant articles on the topic of atheism and religion.  After an obsessive amount of research I eventually learned that it's ok to proudly assume the title of 'atheist'.  (www.atheists.org was also how I found Bob's website)</description>
		<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>My moment occurred while sitting in a computer lab having another one of those &#8216;wondering about the universe&#8217; thoughts that lead to my fingers typing into the search engine, for the first time, looking for people who thought as I did.  Until that moment, I&#8217;d always thought Christianity was a fraud but for some reason thought that &#8216;atheist&#8217; was too harsh a term to describe myself.  That is, until my internet search found American Atheists and I finally realized I wasn&#8217;t alone.  That website has a great collection brilliant articles on the topic of atheism and religion.  After an obsessive amount of research I eventually learned that it&#8217;s ok to proudly assume the title of &#8216;atheist&#8217;.  (www.atheists.org was also how I found Bob&#8217;s website)</p>
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